BLACK COWBOYS
Rainey Williams' playground was the Mott Haven streets where
he ran past melted candles and flower wreaths, names and photos
of young black faces, whose death and blood consecrated these
places. Rainey's mother said, "Rainey stay at my side,
for you are my blessing you are my pride. It's your love here
that keeps my soul alive. I want you to come home from school
and stay inside." Rainey'd
do his work and put his books away. There was a channel showed
a western movie everyday. Lynette brought him home books on
the black cowboys of the Oklahoma range and the Seminole scouts
who fought the tribes of the Great Plains. Summer come and
the days grew long. Rainey always had his mother's smile to
depend on. Along a street of stray bullets he made his way,
to the warmth of her arms at the end of each day.
Come
the fall the rain flooded these homes, here in Ezekiel's valley
of dry bones, it fell hard and dark to the ground. It fell
without a sound. Lynette took up with a man whose business
was the boulevard, whose smile was fixed in a face that was
never off guard. In the pipes 'neath the kitchen sink his
secrets he kept. In the day, behind drawn curtains, in Lynette's
bedroom he slept.
Then
she got lost in the days. The smile Rainey depended on dusted
away, the arms that held him were no more his home. He lay
at night his head pressed to her chest listening to the ghost
in her bones.
In
the kitchen Rainey slipped his hand between the pipes. From
a brown bag pulled five hundred dollar bills and stuck it
in his coat side, stood in the dark at his mother's bed, brushed
her hair and kissed her eyes.
In
the twilight Rainey walked to the station along streets of
stone. Through Pennsylvania and Ohio his train drifted on.
Through the small towns of Indiana the big train crept, as
he lay his head back on the seat and slept. He awoke and the
towns gave way to muddy fields of green, corn and cotton and
an endless nothin' in between. Over the rutted hills of Oklahoma
the red sun slipped and was gone. The moon rose and stripped
the earth to its bone. |